I haven’t blogged anything since before my mom passed! I haven’t even been on here since then! I just reread my posts and WOW things have changed! The “best friend” I mentioned, turned out to be one of the worst people I’ve ever had the displeasure of meeting! She is such a user! I don’t even know how much money she “borrowed” from me! Also, I take oxycodone for severe chronic pain and, at that time, I was taking Xanax for anxiety. I had just filled both medications. I went down to her apartment and, stupidly, didn’t lock my door. Her son decided to go in and help himself to my meds and my cigarettes! I only had a few pills left and there was even one of my Xanax on the floor! I had two cats and they could’ve eaten it! His mom, my “bestie” did absolutely nothing but defend him! “Oh, he has problems”! Really??? Another time, maybe a day or two after my mom died, we were at a friend’s apartment and I decided to smoke weed for the first time in a very long time. Her weed was in the bedroom so we went in there to smoke. I made the horrible mistake of leaving my purse in the living room. When I got home, it seemed like my pill count went down (I had just filled it, 180 pills I’m prescribed). I decided to count them and I was missing 70 of them! I actually confronted her and she had the nerve to say, “you probably took them”! I responded with, “70 pills in two days? That would kill me!”! She still denied it! She was somewhat there for me when my mom was hospitalized but on the day my mom died, she was nowhere to be found when I needed her most! At the end of our friendship, she was having her mail sent to my address because she didn’t have a permanent address. When I moved, I didn’t tell her where or the address. She texted me and asked for it and told me she was expecting some item of clothing in the mail. She wanted to send me some kind of box or bag or something to send her stuff to her. I told her that everything I received before I moved was labeled “return to sender”. She went ballistic! She told me “you only had two friends and now you just lost one”. I told her that she lost me a long time ago! That really set her off and she sent me a long message via Facebook and completely cyber bullied me! She told me that “your sister hates you and your cold, dead mother hated you and your dad probably did too”! There was a lot more things she said! Anyway, I am so glad she’s out of my life! She was a complete loser who only knew how to manipulate, use, insult, steal, use drugs and just generally be a terrible human being! Now I’m actually, basically friendless with no family either! Oh well, hopefully I won’t live much longer! I hope not!